Abel Ferrara’s The Addiction is a 90s grunge nihilist vampire movie. It follows protagonist Katherine, played by Lilly Taylor, as she labours with the more soul scraping elements of her philosophy doctorate. Like how do you reconcile yourself with a world that is not willed, and what exactly is possible after the holocaust? Like most humans trying to answer these questions, Kathy finds herself feeling a bit ‘blah’.
It is lucky then that any chance for finding a true humanism is dashed forever when a vampire drags her into a back alley and bites her, beginning her transition into the undead, where shit is much simpler.
Despite a history of genocide, Kathy is at first shocked by this specific violence done to her person but as the blood lust takes over her neurons she begins to see it differently. Vampires have no trouble with Niezche. It’s easy for them to see themselves as ubermench even if they can’t bear to look in the mirror. It’s will to power. Your will or theirs.
In the early stages of her addiction, Kathy stalks the street of New York with an empty fit and steals the blood of the homeless. She lures her college professor back to her house with the promise of sex, and then keeps him doped up on heroin while she drains her. She puts two marks on the main vein in felt tip: in and out. I like this ironic reversal of the descent into drug addiction story. The needle is the cleanest, least seedy way to get a fix. Junkies in too deep will bite off their piece and come up dripping and sticky.
Soon Kathy’s feeding on her study-buddies and besties as well as teen hood-rats from the corner. A trapped friend stands by Kathy’s mirror and dabs a rag at her wound, lamenting what on earth could make a person do something like this.
But for Kathy, both a Vampire, and a burned-out grad student, it’s not her indifference that should be shocking but rather any person’s astonishment.
Ferrarra’s vampires of New York have a cunning line they tell their victims before they feed – just tell me to go away, really, like you mean it. This is the line that the vampire who turned Kathy uses and the line she repeats to all her victims. It’s a cunning parody of victim blaming culture which may well find its routes in Schopenhauer and his ilk or in Calvinism. Is the victim simply a person who failed to fight their urge to surrender and be drawn in to another’s sin? But when we see a shot of Kathy, pinned, cradling an infant’s shoe there is no trace of remorse on her gaunt face.
The film looks great. High contrast black and white. A real 90s look. There are lots of tight shots and faces obscured by shadows and jacked up contrast. There are lots of line grabs from the history of phenomenology. Especially with grimy, vampire Kathy marching round in army boots and outsized sweater.
One night, out on the prowl, she meets a fellow creature played by Christopher Walken, who tries to trap her in his art loft and clean her up. Starve her into some kind of cultured vamp. Walken has been fasting for years. He found his strength through Satre, couldn’t face being a slave to his addiction. He has a job. He even defecates. Which begs the question – are these the spoils we starve for? Kathy sticks with her nihilist slogans. They go down nicely with the heroin. Its not cogito ego sum but dedito ego sum, Kathy remarks in candle light. I surrender therefore I am.
After escaping Walken, Kathy finds her own high ground in cynicism. Sure, she finishes her doctorate. She matriculates into the void. Hands in a treatise that the philosopher’s word is meaningless without praxis. She hosts a party with all her friends and victims. She stands as if to give a speech.
“Let me thank you all for coming here to help celebrate the conferring of my doctorate. And let me share with you a little of what I learned along the way…” Then she rips the throat out of the Dean and drains him completely.
All her previous victims join her toast and the room becomes a collegial blood bath. This is my favourite scene in the movie. It’s artful, ecstatic. But it also really resonates with my own graduate experience. When you prepare to write a dissertation you learn to suck the life out of being. Reduce it to language, to thought, to theory. Suck the old thinkers dry. Eat their corpses and try to reconstitute something someone else might snack on from the excrement.
Kathy’s thesis found that there was no meaning without the verb. Action is all. So if you are going to be a parasite you better really FEED.
Unfortunately for the vamps – they overindulge and end up with nasty belly-aches. Kathy is rushed to hospital for transfusions and wakes up in a different headspace. Now she is thinking about Jesus and resurrection. She wants to confess her sins. After all that materialist philosophy, the rituals and mysteries of religion must be a sweet relief.
Following resurrection though I don’t know which Kathy is dead. The Vampire or the graduate student? Which was more the more potent nightmare or are they version of each other? Who walks from the grave stone smiling, in shit clothes? Is it still dedito ego sum? And if so to what do we surrender? The meaninglessness of reason? The inevitability of religion and moral relativism The purity of addiction, to smack, to blood and to evil? Or, more nightmarishly by far, is what we surrender to some kind of resigned middle ground? A job in a small liberal arts school perhaps, a socialist boyfriend and maybe a kid or two?
No one ever claimed that the bourgeoisie was impossible after the holocaust.
Do all the nihilist 90s vampires have to either bite it Cobain style or move into the bland 2000s with smug resignation?
Kathy thinks that decades, epochs, their attendant attitudes and events are beside the point. Our history is always with us. We are everything we ever were. “What then, will stop us spreading the blight in ever widening circles?” she asks, but proposes no answer. And she is smiling, when she leaves the cemetery.